Quitting sucks.

I know its for the best and hopefully in the long run everything will work out. But if I have to deal with anxiety then I really don’t want to go through with this.

I’ve been smoking weed since I was 17, not until over a year ago did I become a major pothead. I’m not going to lie but I love it. I really do and I don’t know how to explain myself for it. But all its done is cause trouble. First thing, I got arrest for weed and have yet to find out what my punishment is. Even though none of the shit was mine, I was in the car. I knew one day it was going to happen but I prayed it never would. Second thing, I got tired of my high from weed and branched out in the drug world. After a few months of playing around with psychedelics and pills, I realized my life was going to go shit if I didn’t stop. But WHY can’t I just quit smoking weed? It’s like a battle every fucking day. If I don’t smoke I have anxiety or I’m a mega bitch. I know its all in my head but fuck. Yeah, other people my age are doing the same things but our generation is making it to accepting these days. I would just rather a healthy life style and dealing with my own problems naturally. Not going off and grab anything that will make me “feel” better.




Everything is boring me to death lately.









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